It's been a while.

It's 7am in Columbus, OH. Currently I am at the airport waiting to go back to Chicago. I got one hour of sleep last night, luckily i have time later today to catch up.

Leaving my family is always hard. My brother has grown up ridiculously fast. I took him shopping for his Freshman homecoming this Saturday. Adorable. My Father is the strongest person i know and is my hero. My sister is now a freshman in college, I'm very proud of her.

School has been very difficult for me for the past month. I think the biggest part of it is the fact i don't want to do Forensics anymore. My classes seem impossible and it's hard to concentrate on something that you're not interested in. My dream is to work in the music industry. I hope to make that a reality as soon as graduation comes around this may.

Besides school i've never been happier. I owe all of that to God and the people that he has given me in my life. I have recently made a new friend. This person doesn't know it yet, but they have made an extremely huge impact on my life for various reasons and i feel blessed to have the people in my life that i do.

I cannot wait to move to LA in 8 months. I feel like I've been waiting for this my whole life. I think the only thing that will be difficult for me will be being that much farther away from my family. But Luke & Kevin are my family as well. We started doing a bible study through skype - I cannot even express how amazing it is.

I have been struggling with a few things lately, nothing new. Through reading the Bible so much more recently i feel stronger in dealing with everything. One verse in particular has been heavy on my heart lately.

"And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins" (Mark 11:25)

Why is this so hard for me? Why is it so easy for me to forgive anyone and everyone in my life but my mom? I want to, i do, so why is it that even if i say i forgive her i don't mean it? at least not fully.

Currently playing: Brandi Carlile - Before it Breaks [Give up the Ghost]

x0x0 - God Bless.

*!!! Explosion !!!*

SoReal Cru

Who is SoReal Cru you may ask? Only the sickest dance crew that was ever on America's Best Dance Crew on mtv.
Last night, Sunday May 10 2009, Chuck & I went to UIC to see SoReal Cru perform and attend a meet & greet! We were wearing our SoReal Cru shirts that we bought last year! It was also my first time ever taking the red line that far south! lol But we got there and were one of the first in line to go through the doors. We made some new friends and also ran into a few of Chuck's friends as well. Once we got in we got floor seats right in front of the stage!

The show started with a few dance crews from the school performing. Some of them were really good! Then the dance off... haha basically they just wanted a bunch of individuals to come up and dance. and of course, the MC calls Chuck to come up! haha Some of the dancers were awesome, Chuck was great! and so funny! Brian ran out at one point when it was chucks turn to dance! The people that went up for the dance off got to put their names in the list to be first for the meet & greet!

Then.. SoReal Cru came on!! So they start their routine and about a minute and a half in the music gets messed up. Attempt nummber 2 - same thing happens! lol But They were so cool about it and funny! The third times a charm! They were so fucking Amazing! I wih i could dance like that sooo bad!




After they danced Chuck & I got our white shirts autographed and took some pics with them! They loved that we were wearing their shirts esp that we had the two "rare" ones! there was only one or two other people there that had shirts on and they werent the old ones like ours! They were all so sweet and funny! Ailyn & Jackie were Awesome and are def my favorites! I love all the guys too! <3>









PS. Chuck i LOVE you!!! :-)